bird sits there for a while.
Bird flies up and lands next to it. B Bird is very tired.
Bird. Hi.
bird. Hi.
[Silence]
Bird. Nothing?
bird. What?
Bird. Nothing? Not a hug? Not an 'Oh, I'm so excited to see you?'
bird is silent.
Bird. Okay.
[Moment of pausing silence]
Bird starts to fly away.
bird. Where are you going?
Bird. I am sick of this. I am so fucking sick of this.
bird. What?
Bird. All of this. I am sick of falling in love with people who don't love me back. I am sick of loving people more than they love me. I am tired of putting all my energy into something that feels like a black hole? Where are you!? Where did you go? You certainly aren't here anymore or I would see you, I would feel you. I can't believe- You know you are- It's just... You are something else, My friend. You are.
Bird pauses.
Bird. And I hate myself... but I can't stop loving you. But I need to know you love me too.
bird is silent.
Bird. I hate you. And I hate me.
Bird flies away.
END